Archive for August, 2012

10 Unreasonable Reasons

Posted: August 28, 2012 by chocolatesandmedicines in Uncategorized
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Here’s to the girl who is a complete-hopeless-romantic. I wish you happiness, SOON.

 

It was a damp Thursday afternoon when I first tried to talk to someone like him. Of all the boys that gave me wrong impressions about love, sex, kisses and relationships, this man never gave a trace of doubt to me.

I tried to pick every reason why I like him so much. Every reason why I have sleepless nights and hundreds of butterflies in my stomach. Here we go:

 

10. The way he sends me a text message. It is unusual to me as I am not a phone-person, but I read every bit of conversation late at night when I’m still up. Every word said delivers a weird feeling.

9. The harmony of his voice that echoes in my head. The words he utter.. the sound of his breath.

8. His stories and secrets. His past and present. His favorites, and the fact that he hates ketchup and mayonnaise. His merits and demerits.

7. The way he eats his spaghetti and drinks his coke. The way he kissed me. His tongue invading mine.

6. When he drives his car together with me. I feel special, I feel his.

5. When he’s facing the mirror and his smile. His eyes staring at me when we talk.

4. His arms that embrace me, his skin brushing on mine. His’ body scent, so aromatic and love-potion-like. I can stay with him forever.

3. The day he thought me how thin and fine, the line between pleasure and pain is.

2. The bridge of his nose, the way he shuts down his eyes to sleep. I couldn’t sleep with him much longer because the  pleasure of watching him sleep is irresistible.

1. The way he lacks time to rest but found a time to be with me. His devotion to work and family. The undeniable fact that I can’t find any reason to lose him, ’cause he wouldn’t give one.

 

I can’t tell it all, but I tried to sum it up. I am aware of his busy lifestyle that I can’t act as his priority, but I can’t help it, I want him. No matter how time flies that I can’t have him with me, I will stay and wait, until he no longer wants me.

I don’t know if I am dumb enough or just kind to understand that we have no commitment and label but I know that I love him and I can’t find any reason to leave.

Maybe I love him so much. Maybe.

Para sa IYO

Posted: August 26, 2012 by chocolatesandmedicines in Pinoy blogs
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AUTHOR’S NOTE: Ang tulang ito ay dulot ng matinding sama ng loob. Paumanhin po sa mga salitang hindi niyo magugustuhan. Pwede po kayong huminto sa pag-basa, anytime. 🙂

 

Ganda, ganda, mga lalaki sayo’y nga-nga

Tuwing dadaan ka, halos malaglag panga nila

Ganda, ganda, tunay ngang pinagpala ka

Maswerte ka at maganda ka.

 

Ganda, ganda, ang dami mong kaibigan

Kahit kailan, kahit sino’y hindi ka magagawang ilagan

Ganda, ganda, lahat sila’y napapa-ibig mo na

Pagkat total package ka, sabi nila.

 

Ganda, ganda, naubos na lahat ng make-up mo,

Ang ganda mo pa rin, sabi ko

Pero ganda, isang araw, lumabas ang baho mo

Kahit anong air freshener, hindi tatalab sayo.

 

Maganda, maganda nga ang mukha mo

Kahit sino, hindi hihindi sa napatunayan ko

Pero ganda, meron kang nakaligtaan

Make-up-an ang sarili mong kalooban.

 

Ganda, lahat ng tiwala ko, inubos mo

Isinusumpa kita hanggang panaginip ko

Ganda, bakit puro baho ng iba ang nakikita mo?

Pinagkatiwalaan ka ng lihim, hindi mo naitago.

 

Ganyan ka pala, ganda, nakaka-disappoint ng todo

Nagtiwala ang marami sa’yo, pero sintunado pala ang awit mo

Ganda, ayaw kong magtanim ng galit

Pero nakita ko, isa ka rin sa mga PANGIT.

 

Ganda ng mukha mo’y wala nang bisa

Sapagkat ugali mo, sa mukha mo’y hindi nakisama

Naisip ko, lahat ng baho mo, ilabas ko na lang rin kaya?

Makabawi mang lang ako sa sakit na iyong pinadama.

 

Pero pangit, hindi ako ‘sing ipokrita mo

Hindi ko kailangang itago ang mga pasang dulot ng nakaraan ko

Babae, good luck na lang sa’yo,

Dumating na sana ang araw na ipanganak ang katapat mo.

Principles of Lust

Posted: August 25, 2012 by chocolatesandmedicines in Uncategorized
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A. Sadeness

Procedamus in pace
In nomine Christi, Amen…

Cum angelis et pueris, fideles inveniamur

Attollite portas, principes, vestras
et elevamini, portae aeternales
et introibit Rex Gloriae
Svice, svice, tek sto nije

Sade, dit moi…
Sade, donne moi…

Procedamus in pace
In nomine Christi, Amen…

Sade dit moi qu’est ce que tu vas chercher ?
Le bien par le mal ?
La vertu par le vice ?
Sade dit moi pourquoi l’evangile du mal ?
Quelle est ta religion ou` sont tes fide`les ?
Si tu es contre Dieu, tu es contre l’homme.
Sade es-tu diabolique ou divin ?

(3x)

Sade, dit moi…
Hosanna…
Sade, donne moi…
Hosanna…

In nomine Christi, Amen…

B : Find Love

The principles of lust… Are easy to understand
Do what you feel… Feel until the end
The principles of lust… Are burnt in your mind
Do what you want… Do it until you find Love…

C : Sadeness (Reprise)

(3x)

Sade, dit moi…
Hosanna…
Sade, donne moi…
Hosanna…

His name is Paul

Posted: August 25, 2012 by chocolatesandmedicines in Uncategorized
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So I am here, falling in love with the most unexpected person.

 

His name is Paul. He looks really beautiful inside and out, he’s 5’11” tall, and has no facial hair. His eyes are in its most charming form, talking to me and listening sincerely. His hands were so clean and his touch is gentle enough to make me fall in love.

But I believe in what other people say. One couldn’t have it ALL.

Paul is a really great man. I can really tell you that it is a fact. He’s not that rich, not so poor, he looks good and clean and he can make me laugh and really happy in every minute. We have small fights about small things and make-up. I THINK We make a good couple.

 

He loves me. I know that because he showed me.

 

Paul is not perfect although he looks like an angel.. a perfect angel disguised as a man falling in love with me.

But yes, Paul has flaws.

 

I am in love with a man who sells sex. It is his sideline job.

Yes. I knew it from the start..

 

I am one dumb girl, I know. This stupid feeling never dies.

He told me not to fall in love but my inner goddess can’t help it. I love Paul. The worst part is he needs it. HE NEEDS IT.. And I forgot the fact that he loves me as a friend only. That he can’t commit t anyone. That he’s afraid to lose someone so he won’t even try to get someone.

It’s harder than anyone could ever imagine. It’s hard that I am in love with a man who had several women on different beds. A man who gave pleasure to different types of girls. It’s painful that I fell in love with a man who can’t love me the way I can love him.

 

I know that he loves me as a friend and I know that I can still handle this pain by trying to forget.

But is time enough for me to forget and have myself healed?

Is love enough for me to understand?

I hope so.

 

I know, God and time will provide. I know that Paul did this to avoid hurting me and I guess this time, goodbyes are good.

 

I love you, Paul.

TITLE: Chocolates and Medicines

Posted: August 14, 2012 by chocolatesandmedicines in Uncategorized
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So, I was here, thinking of an interesting username for my blogging page. It was pretty hard because every name I type at the box is always used by other people so I am working my ass, hard enough just to think of an unusual username.

But I ended up with this common name, “chocolatesandmedicines”. I wonder why, but it is available so, I used it. I hate the way that I am thinking: Chocolates and Medicines are too mainstream. 

 

Chocolates. I know that everybody likes ’em (really?). They are sweet and after a minute of eating some, the feeling is amazing. The sudden happiness and good mood is there, unless you’re on teenage pregnancy. I like chocolates, just the right amount. Not too less, not too much for I’ll puke. But you know what? I like ICE CREAM more than how I love chocolates. Weird how it popped out of my mind first.

Medicines. They’re good for everybody, but not everyone likes ’em. When someone is in danger and in desperate need of a healthier state or say, coping up, surely, they need and WANT medicines. It doesn’t always taste good, although there are delicious vitamins and tasteless tablets, the thought of a person being sick and needing for medicine is sad and it makes the whole process of healing awful.

 

Today, I came to realize something..

 

Needs and wants are not the same. We may need something that we don’t like and on the other hand, we may like or have that want-feeling onto something that we actually don’t need.

 

Just like chocolates and medicines…

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Posted: August 14, 2012 by chocolatesandmedicines in Uncategorized

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